I am on the next level of my life. I don't know where to begin. Right now I am on stay still. I was yelling at the top of the mountain with joy. But now I second myself. I have been at this level for a long time. I pass all the levels to give here. But the level gets harder and giggle. I don't know what keeps me together. Maybe is faith. Many times I want to get up. Because everyone around me douth me. There think I can't. But I know in my heart I can. With faith and a positive mind. When there can't say I can't. It just makes me second-guess myself. I realize if I want to pass I have to believe in myself. Because I am the one have to make things happen. I am own one who can make my dreams come true. But sometimes I have to stop and take a breath. Because the level is passed by. I try my best to pass each level. But this level is a hard one. It takes me to a different board. My soul is like I never play this game before. It is a game changer. I have never been here before. This is a new place. That no one knows I can go. There douth me and so I douth myself. I try to keep a positive mind. But feelings keep changing. One minute I was happy. Next minute I douth myself. Trying to put myself first. Because tired be last of the line. When I reach my level. Someone put douth in my heart. Like I cheat myself. Don't want to second-guess me. I looked for the green light. So I can take a move. But right now I am on yellow. I have been on it for a long time. Affair to take a step. So now I am on stay still. Can't go on to the next level? It is like a written block. A new level of writing. That people say I can't pass this level. I won't go back. I need to move to the next level in life. But no one wants to help me. So I need to make this step alone without douth in my heart. I don't want to live a life of regret. I have to close my eye and take that steps. Because everyone's dreams pass me by. So I have to catch up. I don't know the level in my life. But I know I have to pass this level. I have to take that faith. Walk to a new level with open minds. That at end of this level it will be everything I manage will be. I know I just taste this water. I have to jump in and hope I don't fail. Because I can't fail or lose. There are only two ways to go. Backward to pass or move further. Only if I can see the ending. I just know how it starts. Tell me I believe in myself. I will never pass this level.
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