this poem is dedicated to Brian this one is just for you baby....
I
these words was put together just for your eyes to see cause I know your heart would not comprehend..
on the day I met your ass I should have knew that you was a cheat a lier and a woman beater..
as we made a home together a what I thought grew a bond to gather I should have known I was being a fool you was just pulling the wool
as I scrub these floors and put my on touches on this house I thought was our home I should have known I was scrubbing another. woman home for a lying cheating womans beating ass...
as I layed in that bed right beside you sleeping every night thinking my man wouldn't let nothing happen to me I was safe everything come crumbling down and started falling apart as you tore me down and mad me feel a fool so embarrassed
then you went a little further made sure you degraded me you made so many promises that you never kept never intended to keep
like the lie you told my pop like the lie you told me
as long as I have a hime you will never be homeless you even told him you would take care of me keep the wolves away and the whole damn time you was the wolves staring back at me
now I'm sitting in this house feeling like I don't belong as you sit in the room that we shared all them years with a bitch that you give all of you to
isn't this something you think you can hoolwr this ain't your home while you make her warm and toasty...
this is what my mind tends to ponder if you told me them lies all the years does this mean that I was just as fake as you
you really have no soul and no heart there is no way you could possibly feel emotion as you cry for another woman's love you threw your under the bust threw her to the wolves you son of a bitch...
everything you ever did all them times that was to our memory has been wiped clean they have been replaced by all you shitty ways all your shitty doings
you surprise me everyday how much of a waste I fidnwhen you made me waste all them years loving someone that never even cared...
as you take care of her I sit and do with out as you give her shelter you try and take mine from me as you call her baby and kiss her neck you calle ugly and a stupid bitch smack me in my face and throw me to the cold where I sit alone and scared...
as you snuggle tonher all night and talk about you day you sentence me to a life of silence only giving me a dog to talk to...
as you sit and laugh with your friends and play house with her as you lie to me saying there is no one I sit on my cell looking at these walls all by myself as I always do talking to a mirrornthat keeps me company..
while you have someone to have you shitty back you left me bare fending for my self watching my on back from no one other then you and my momma..
you let me get hurt if you wasn't the one doing that hurt and if I had a stroke you still don't give a damn never even acknowledged it and while you and your fake ass was just pretending
I was be real as real can get gave
you my heart my goddam soul and even pulled my on goddam weight all you gave me was your shit
now since you turned you lying cheating women's beating back on me I have nothing but me and my dogs sitting here alone and scared crying from my soul so full of pain hearing you fall in love with her and taking everything you gave me that was any good taking it from me and giving it to her right in front of my face...
you have convinced me of this one thing for sure there is no you and him this does not esist this is just ta make believe fantasy and there is no trust no loyalty in no kind of relationship this poem is dedicated to a lying piece of shit who is no fucking good and the bitch he is laying beside in the room I fucked him all them years is nothing better then him she is just another shitty bitch trying to steal what she was to lazy to make...
you can have his shitty ass you bitch you are worth as much as him maybe you two to get her could buy a soda in your worth...
you just done me one big face
or gave me the push I always knew I would need to make my self rid of him hope you love being hit hope you love being cheated on and put down run in the ground you shitty bitch...
thank you for helping me find my wings in which he stole along time ago I'm sorry they even might be yours I can't remember what mine looked like and I'm sure yours was clipped right at the door so again I say thank you, you whore I leave you with your reward...
Angela Oaks
this poem is dedicated to Brian S you have earned every word of this poem fair and square..
your x..
©angelaoaks
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