Life is as hectic as a four way with no lights,
But you wake up every morning ready to climb new heights.
Slow down and enjoy your life,
because it goes really fast,
One thing we all know is that life does not last.
Your going to have roadblocks and at times you will fail,
But just keep fighting and you'll make it through any Hell.
It may leave you tired and maybe even feel used,
But just remember God uses those who are bruised.
You can't make someone love you or even stay,
And this crazy game is not for me to play.
I have been through and gone through so much,
Someone truly loving me will never be such.
I feel so lost and always alone,
One day you'll wake up and I won't be home.
I want to cut myself and just watch it bleed,
When I get to Heaven is when I'll finally be freed.
I love so heavy and so hard,
Then get left behind like an old jar of lard.
I don't feel like I can keep going,
I've read this book before so I'm already knowing.
My heart hurts so bad and all I want to do is swear,
But as much as this happens my heart should be more aware.
I've always wanted to feel loved by another,
At least I can thank God for making me a mother!
©queenb77
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