smile and show those pearly whites...maybe no one would notice that you have hated looking and cohabiting with others and their mainstream , disgusting lives.
oh I'm not perfect , I hate oh how I hate , been a magnetic to anything that will hurt me and also cause and take away the pain.
been in the dark been the shadows , been in the forest of bugs, Marsh and talked to the demons that lead me to the Meadows.
you live through it all and we all do. maybe some have been in the war zones more than we would admit to.
I'll never be perfect and no one is holy enough for me to try to be, the scars , the addiction , the loss , the pain ...
would I trade it for a better one or a way for me to forget.
I would answer no, that's why I am who I am and I story will never quit.
looking down on me is never yeh way to go...I say my own faults , yell to the fucking mountain tops that I don't give a fuck with the Bible said , I got myself through this shit by the words of my granny and great greats who's words were my saving grace.
wasn't from some man in the sky like what we weren't taught. thou shalt not this that and the other , blah blah blah love each other. love is a four letter word that realisticly isn't shared by random humans on the planet... get real
how could you give such a strong emotion from your heart to someone who you don't even know can handle it ?
I'm a realist not a depresso ,not angry not suicidal, even though everyone I idolized are dead and gone and they were the truth and now all you see are false idols.
young men you better pull up your pants, put down that lean and get something in that head ....it's a dog eat dog world colors on colors if you know what I mean.
ladies stop looking for attention from little boys that have nothing to offer, you better get that education and live your life and don't settle early laying down with no babies. you're not obligated to be a mother , you were born in freedom and that means what you say goes and everything one else can eat gravy.
life life life life it isn't as harsh as I may of put it , but at the same time I'm not the one to talk to if you want some extra sugar put on it.
©scorpio
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