heart beats
I'm addicted to these great feats
eyes flash
I don't think the pain will lash
drink and run and smoke
yet a darkness trails ready to choke
running
chasing and gunning
I fight
I push away the light
you get close to me
and I push you away can't you see
flutters of little feelings
but I'm too dangerous for these feelings
I'm in a race
life is close behind leaving a trace
if I push you away enough though
then maybe I won't be able to get you back so
run
run
life Is closing in
what is the point to begin
maybe I'll win
maybe I'll let you in
but it hurts too much
this pain of becoming you is too much
maybe if I hate you enough
it'll hurt in the future just enough
maybe if I wrap myself in this blanket of pain
I'll protect you from the affliction of pain
but fight
get me out tonigh
I'm beating at the door
im falling to the floor
crack
I'm hoping for a crack
under this mask of disaster
maybe I'll die a little faster
but wait
just wait
my head beats a dramatic sound
now I'm only bound
ropes strung up
maybe I'll pick up
but baby
just maybe
I will be alright
because tonight
the wounds and pain
this endless stain
fades away
and all I see is you today
no I won't become you don't you worry
so quickly today I will scurry
and let you get on with your life
and I'll get on with mine
Naomi~wingedfeature
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