Sitting here alone
Is a place I've never been
I've watched you move on
And your new life begin
I struggle to find meaning
Everyday feels like a task
Circumstances are heavy
I need it all to pass
My heart is heavy
And at times I feel as though I cant breathe
My self esteem is diminished
I'm a shell of who I use to be
I pretend like I'm happy
And go about each day
All the while knowing
I'm so close to being locked away
You are the winner
A true champion at my demise
Thank you for showing me
I have no worth in your life
23 years you took from me
You'd think that was enough
And so you'd let me be
But no you had more,
so much more that I cant believe
Its called five to life
And now all I can do is wait and see.
©annie
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