Every day I fake a smile,
Trying not to shed the painful tears.
So much anxiety runs through my body every day.
Soon I'll go home, it'll only be a while.
Saying this repeatedly in my head as I try to chase away my fears.
Too much is going on as these threads of lies run through what I say.
Is living really alright?
All this pain continues to grow.
Is it really necessary for me to fight?
Will there come a day where all my suffering will end?
I wonder if anyone would be able to hear my cries and screams;
Longing for the day I see the light.
Can I wake up to all this as terrible dreams?
Everything gives me a scare in this nightmare called life.
©silntvoice
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