I'm sad 😔
I'm bitter 😫
I'm upset 😡
I'm hurt 🤕
I'm broken💔
Crushed and smashed 😢
I'm tired and lost 😪
In pain and suffering 😣
Teared shattered and full of
Pain of a past that hate to recall
The same pleasure the monsters have in tormenting me
The reason they mock me
And call me names
Slapping me with reality
That I'm not good enough
No one can love me
Or understand me
Arms full of scars
That I give my self
Pain that I inflict on my body
I guess it's because that's the only pain I can control
I'm dead though alive
Buried and forgoten
No one cares
No one seems to be bothered
I guess when I die they won't even notice
No one will feel my absence
They won't miss me
So I'll just cut
And cut
Still cut
Cut
Cut
Until I bleed to death
Die locked up in my crib
With no sound at all
I won't struggle for life
Because it left even before I had it
So as I cut
Call it draw
I'll cry my last tears
With my suicide note on the table
I'll let the Angel of death drag me to the next world
©billyjabs
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