Okay where do I start with what I'm going to say
People suck in society today
They judge you like they got the right to
Like they really think that they know you
I see the way some look at me
Like they better and think I don't see
But if they only understand what I been through
They know what happened and why I had to do what I had to do
I just think about my life and wonder who could handle this shit I had to
I battles shit that left major scars
Some you can see and others in my heart
I know you don't have the strength to do what I had to
Nor could you get through this shit I went through
Never have the courage to fight like I did
Knowing no matter what I wasn't going to win
I made it through this shit
Pulled my ass up didn't quit
Beat ,broken told I was nothing
you see
Took everything , my kid, my worth,and what was important to me
But you didn't win not all all
Neither did the other who tried to get me to fall
The ones who tried to hurt me and believed they win
I just know they pay for there sin
I have issue from the things I went through
Thing just keep coming at me
Lose of family babies you see
I'm angry still and wish I knew
What in life I did to deserve what I gone through
I just figured it my life and the way it ment to be
Cause things just are shit for me
©tinamarie
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