I try to understand how life suppose to be
What I'm saying is it so hard and unfair to me.
I'm not saying my life been bad
I think about it and there pain and its bad.
I made mistake it plain to see
It would be ok if it only effect me
The things I did and how I handle each one
Maybe it been better if something different was done
Im just saying the price that was paid The price I didn't realize at the time
A cost wasn't just mine;
My children it effected each one another way
So this is what I have to say
I'm sorry for the pain i may have caused
No this it wasn't your fault
Know that I did this cause at the time I thought it was best for you
There was doubt in my mind
Today I no different but can't change the past
I just pray that feeling won't last
I no you have they right to be angry with me
I promise to make it up
please BELIEVE me
All I can say is from your pain
You learned from mistakes that were made
Lessons in life don't come cheap
you no I just ask you can you please let go
Move toward the future leave the past behind you
I no it so hard too
Please forgive me don't carry this pain Have only happy memories remain
©tinamarie
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