Life of what im going through
Life can be so cruel to me all the love ones always get taken away im tired of all this hurt and pain inside me i need to hide away and cry my self to sleep.
Why cant life be better to me why can everyone just all be okay all ive known in life is people you love get sick and die and cant do nothing bout it or they get sick and you feel there pain they are going through but all you can do is watch them suffer in pain and kills me inside.
I want life to be better to me i want all this sickness and pain to go away im tired of this virus im tired of everyone being sick and slowly dying i'm tired of being stuck inside doing nothing.
I wish all this was just a dream and that everyone around me will all be okay i just want life to teach me better and want to be happy again i'm tired of all this stress and tired of all this hospital stuff just want everything to be back to normal but i know that wont happen.
I love the love of my life to death id do anything for him i just want him better and healthy like he used to be i want our life back to how we used to be always happy and full of joyness.
I wish he was never sick but that's a big wish to say hope things get better with him soon and hope hes got no tumors pray to the lord everyday hes gonna be okay but all i known in my life is that people always leave you and die i cant take anymore of this sadness and strife.
I'm dying inside me everynight wondering if hes gonna always be safe and healthy i cant handle another death in my life it will change me forever ill never be the same if i ever lost him just pray and pray is all i can do right now just hoping that i get a call and its good news and hell be alright.
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