Life Without A Father Is Not Easy!
It is somewhat like living in a world feeling incomplete.
It is somewhat like pushing a cart with one wheel.
It is somewhat like living in a chaotic fantasy world.
It is somewhat like a big pool of loneliness.
It is the feeling of being helpless, slowly breaking
Sitting in the corner, hugging your kness with your arms, sobbing.
Hoping that besides your mother, father is also there
Calming you down, making you feel better.
But of course, all you can is dreaming, wishing, hoping
But you know what is the worst feeling?
It is knowing that they are there, simply thinking
How their precious little kids are doing.
Yet they are too far, not even worth mentioning,
They already have another family where they are now...Smiling.
Not even knowing if they are grieving
Over their other kids growing without their loving care.
©amaia
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