You tell me that I'm beautiful
You tell me that it's true
But my mind and body don't believe it
And it makes me rather blue
I don't say how I'm doing
Because you don't really care
I think I'm overdoing
But myself is my own nightmare
I know I'm wasting your time
I know you want me gone
But I'm stuck inside my mind
And I've been here way to long
The medications that I have
Aren't working like they should be
I've got to fake a laugh
So that no one else can see me
I've got this aching feeling
That's tearing me up inside
I've got to keep hiding out
Because there is no other side
This terrible feeling here inside of me
Makes red lines on my legs
But they're not cut down too deep
But they'll keep me up from sleep
I know you don't care at all
Nor do you hear my stupid calls
But I just want someone here to care
And understand that life's not fair
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