C

lifetime away

in this life I'm lost and still empty in my mind in worsted way
with happiness seeming still to be a lifetime away
a overwhelming absorption that captivate each breath
suffocating strangulation by the life awaiting death
corruption brutalized in the egany of all lost and cold hearted souls
just as miss placed as if this was world of babies and I'm the troll
the only explanation is for I allowed them to take my control
now half past empty and a lifetime away from being close to full