why do I feel like
like I'm inlove again
like the feeling of getting hurt is certain
like I crazily overthink every damn time
like I'll doubt every little actions of him
like I'm thinking his making excuses whenever we don't talk
like everything is a lie
that it's only his facade
having a hard time to admit
FEAR is my companion
fear of loving someone new
fear of getting hurt again
fear of getting swallowed by my own overthinking mind
fear of his true intentions
fear if his excuses were true enough
fear and tired of all the lies
every relationship were meant to be broken
my will to be out from the arms of this companion
and that is my FEAR.
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