J

Listening See

Will you understand where I am,
That its inescapable the help that I need,
Dont you remember all the times I once pleed,
That I knew I would bleed the way I now bleed,

But nobody wanted to listen,
Nobody wanted to accept that I knew best,
That I knew I couldn't escape the thoughts in my head,
And that my demons would never take rest,

I was just overreacting, overthinking myself,
I just needed to calm down and relax instead,
You told me what I was feeling wasnt real,
That the places I was trapped in were all in my head,

But you were wrong, wrong all along,
I was right to scream for help like I did,
And I should have never repressed it,
I tried telling you the damage that would come as I hid,

Hit it away from you, but never from myself
That part was just way to hard for the likes of me,
I tried warning you so many times this would happen,
You dont have to listen anymore because now you can see.
©justin_ur