Am happy he is always there for me,
His willing to buy the world for me,
Showered me his total love,
All i thought was to give him more🤗
But the moment he knew am pregnant,
Everything around begin to crumble,
I never understand what he meant,
Until I found myself in a forbidden jungle😭
All i thought of was abortion,
Thinking My baby brought me bad luck,
I was lost in commotion,
Fuck, i felt totally mocked😢
Now am twelves weeks gone,
My pains almost lead to miscarriage,
Am sorry My child I was never the rightful mom and i wanted was to run,
But with you almost leaving i felt like dying😣
Then i realised I have to stay strong,
For me and My unborn child,
Got no one but My baby alone,
So please don't leave me, I will do the best i know😔
With you in My perfect hands,
And your little hands clinging to My finger,
Smiling cus i was flying above the ground,
Cus u are My everything,My coat during winter🙂
Thanks My little pump,
For not leaving mom,
Am the happiest person with u right here,
cus without you, am nothing but a helpless deer😇
©joyce_
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