Sometimes I dream of tripping on LSD
But I know it'll never lighten the pull of gravity
I think of overdosing on my meds sometimes
And I wonder if anyone will attend a funeral of mine
I don't think of family when life grows dark
Everyone knows they'll move on but I'll leave a mark
Suicidal thoughts are now common foes
And a trip to the afterlife's easy that too I know
But family does not in my mind toll the bell
When I think of how easy to acquire is a trip to hell
Instead it's thoughts of how the future might go
For the things that I will always look forward to
For the people who still carry my thoughts and love
For the things I'll never for me ever hope
With a little smile that rarely reach my eyes
It's for the little things that help me trudge through the years
©haru_k
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