another night, another empty bottle, sometimes the depressions like Harley and this shit is full throttle, it's never ending yet I'm supposed to be the model, the leader of the next generation but how can I lead with all this built up frustration
it's doesn't always mean I'm sad, don't ask me why I feel this way, I don't have the answer that I thought I had, don't ask me how I'm doing, the answers always really bad
but I never tell you when somethings wrong, I'll just hide my pain and hit the bong, anything to numb the pain it doesn't matter if it's wrong, what else do you do when your tired of always being strong
sometimes the weakness is what kills you, it does a batter job then bloody rists or prescription pills do, prescription or not the drugs will kill too, I'd be better off dead at least I wouldn't feel blue
don't take this the wrong way, don't kill yourself or do drugs like it's a field day, I hope you live your life and for you I will pray, I'm here for you and I'm sorry that you feel this way, it doesn't matter white black straight or gay, your still human, you matter so please stay, sooner or later it will get better and not a single cloud will be grey
dont be reckless, put down the noose and pick up the cross necklace, god is with you, pick up the Bible and read his message, he gave his life for you, don't let the devil test it
©deadly
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