I lay in bed and think about
how it is my life turned out
troubles each and everyday
hurt and heartache make no mistake
love ones I lost was so unfair
broke me down sometime I just don't care
relationship I failed I'll take the blame
it's my fault for believing that it would work
lies were told that I try to believe
my fault again I just refuse to see
cheat on me well your not the first one its true
but it hurts because I trusted in you
now it just keeps getting worse as time goes by
more stuggle i have I cant deny
I begin wondering why even try
no single in the messed up life
trying to figure out how to get shit right
I find that this life style gas changed
dating man just ain't the same
I don't know if I can get through it
all I can say is I'm just doing this shit
that if life want to be cruel some more
I decided to see what I store
just no that I have had enough
no I'm pissed I'm going to be tuff
I'm getting back up and putting on my boots
getting back to my bad ass roots
this girl done ain't taking no more pain
life changing ain't living the same
no more trouble kicking my ass you see
this girl done she taking no more shit she done and free
holding my head up and I can say
don't doit me because I'm not living life that way
©tinamarie
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