I dont act like I'm depressed,
You couldn't tell that I'm slowly losing my mind,
But I feel a heavy presence all the time,
It's so empty and yet so smothering,
It's not easy hidding the biggest part of who I am,
Even harder to admit to myself that it is,
And that's something I have to do every day,
Looking into the mirror and being reminded,
Reminded of how hollow and dark my days are,
Every mask I wear only adds to what's already repressed.
Living never seems like living when you living depressed.
©justin_ur
J