"Making sense of all of this is the number one objective on my Checklist,
Am I really feeling this damp and moist feeling or is it just me imagining the Mist?,
That's a question I can't even answer as I don't know what to Say,
Going through the same routine is getting to me as I do this each and every Day,
Try my hardest to be grateful for still being here on this earth as I get to tying up my Laces,
Hurtful emotions hit me all at once when I see those dirty tactics acted out by those familiar Faces,
I'm thrown in a different universe with everything around me is so Demonic,
Seems like there's no hope of me of leaving a legacy that is Iconic,
Hate to say it but it honestly feels better when I'm in this type of Atmosphere,
Things don't seem dirty and blurry as I can view them so Clear,
Getting comfortable with this environment and by me saying that should be Scary,
But I'm not because I'm used to all of this dead weight that I always tend to Carry,
This is honestly a cry for help because the suicidal thoughts are present and loud, but yet I don't Scream,
Wouldn't mind being here forever living in this Dream ..."
©jamaree
J