Sometimes I feel like giving up
The nightmares don't ever stop
I'm awake but it feels unreal
My insecurity I can't conceal
Yes I tried for the longest time
But it never gave me a dime
So why do I have to pretend
When I don't really understand
How do I walk away when I love you
Why can't you stop the things you do
You're breaking me into pieces
Discarding me in different places
I just wanna wake up and live again
I wanna know a life without pain
Yet I pinch myself and it hurts
But not quite as much as my heart
©lenni-x
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