I'm sitting here feeling lonely as sh*t
I can't believe everything in my life
Led to this
But i just cant run up and call it quits
God has entirely too much beautifullness for me to resist
It doesn't matter if you're surrounded by bricks
Everybody is hated by love
No matter the risk
No matter the high times
Or the downs
No matter how many smiles you had that got
Turned into frowns
Now i don't know
But i must go
And these feelings i will keep forever inside of my soul
And i will just let the wind blow
Because there isn't anything that i don't know
That can make me feel regret
Except losing you
I remember when i couldn't even dream the thought of not being with you
And here i am still not knowing what to do
But isn't that the way it's really supposed to be
You're left there wondering
What else does your life have for you to bring
Where else can my life go from here
How much heartache do i have to go through
To overcome my fear
Trying doesn't make you a failure
But it will make you see sh*t clear
So, make sure when you fall in love
It's with the one
You never want to give up
Because there is nothing really that a person does
In my eyes
To live their life with a broken heart
Man that's just crazy
And i don't even want to start
Can you really believe how that must feel
To live everyday of your life
Never knowing what is real
Never in life being able
To look through the eyes
Of the Good Guy
And see how life is really supposed to be
With you falling so deeply in love
For everyone to see
There is nothing more in life that is
Meant to be
But you're just swallowed up
In the belly of the beast
Just out of reach
But so close
You can almost taste home
This is what you've always dreamed of
But you're never going to know what it feels like to call your own
Man i wouldn't want to walk this earth alone
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy
Alot of people died in agony
But not too many had to undergo
What it's like to die with a broken soul
There the few that's gone with there
Story left untold
Now to me
That's a real hero
Someone who can go and live their whole life
With their heart never really satisfied
Just to lay down and die so blind
But during that whole time
They held their head so high
Even though you could tell
It was killing them inside
No one ever answered their question
Why
You mean to tell me we're all just
Living to die
C