again I can hear the cry of the birds and chirping sounds of the cricket.
The night is very long, feels endless
everyone is at the comfort of their bed
but here I am , all by myself without my beloved.
it's been three years but it still feels like yesterday
living without my beloved, how hard!
time heals pain they say, but time has only helped me get used to living with the pain of loosing you
the pain of a shattered heart
the pains underneath loneliness
Your absence weighs like a heavy sea
Crashing waves of loneliness on me
The silence screams, a deafening sound
A heart once full, now emptiness is found
Time ticks slow, like autumn's fading leaves,
Each moment spent, a tear I retrieve.
In dreams, I see your gentle face,
A fleeting solace, a lonely place.
Good night! beloved
©jaelaniela
J