What can I say
What can I say to show how much hurt and pain I feel
What can I say to show the endless layers of loneliness and depression I peel
What can I say to unfreeze time so that I can heal
The seconds, they feel like days,
Hours, more like a millennia
They say time is relative
But relative to the world my time never began
What can I do
What can I do when no one cares about the flickering lights inside
What can I do as my heart grows colder and permeates itself from the outside
What can I do to let go of the pain as I grow older
Cursed to live this hellish life sober
They say "Cheer up, everything's gonna be alright"
But still the thoughts creep up every night
Of how the future brings nothing in sight
And how the heart keeps its dark thoughts tight
©pyroahmed
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