So I sit here
and protect my self
to give my all
Dreading for the one day.
Do u know what it feels like to
Think your the reason,
To hate your self because u can't love fully
To wanna love but scared,
U used to say just break up with me,
Sometimes I feel like there's a reason u say that and not just because.
But I don't
Because
I do love you
I do want to be with u
And I do
Want to
Marry you one day.
Or do you say the same
Or do u feel like it will break
In the long run.
My mind is saying pack up and run
But I can't run,
Too stubborn to, so I sit and wait, because I do want to be u in the long run.
Just scared of the what ifs
©underrated
U