IT'S real the pain of being put in a silent treatment of someone you really love. It's scary and never trust his or her words. Later it becomes danger of being hurt and left hanging and left alone.
Days pass and still you are left in the dark in the agony of waiting and wondering when that message, call or even his visit will start to show. Don't expect it for it won't happen. Not a word to ease you or relieve your nerves.
Tears can river your room your life your entire mind.
Would he care?
Would he spare some time for you, to wonder your crying your sadness the madness and confusion you feel.
No matter how much you call and message nothing will help. Might as well let it be set free, your brain let it breathe and your heart in more relaxed beats.
The scariness now is at night and when no more light. To close your eyes as you in bed now your body lies. Taking comfort your head in the pillow wishing it was his lap to feel mellow.
But its not and now your clock marks twelve midnight on the dot and now its time to sleep.
But you start to weep and the stuffed animal you did still keep that he gave you. You hold it tightly as his smell is still there and feels so deep. It's like you almost see in that moment his presence in your room as he creeps.
Now you stare and forget the count of sheeps.
Now his figment is drifting you to finally sleep and you see now a blurry shadow and now in a dark dimension of your dark pain of all your mind has consumed from you.
You see him in every corner of your dream and you're not sure if its real or so it does seem. He is smiling and inviting and you're eagar for his touch to comfort you so much.
Voices tell you go and reach his hand as you feel confident and trust to let him cause its so
just....
Darkness all around as thunder and dark clouds rumble the dreams skies...
His smile is too perfect, What in him lies?....
You take a step closer to him as now his eyes are red and glow. They to you are beautful and you continue to go. His smile drives you and now you lost control.
You reach now his hands that have been in demand and there close to him you stand and nothing in that realm is nothing to understand but to know you can't escape your real pain of a controlling man that in reality won't comprehend your words, your true feelings for him and not give a damn.
You hold him now in your alluring dark dream, he kisses your lips and suddenly you feel it inside you rips but it's too late. And he won't stop kissing you as you struggle to break lose but his strength is very strong and now you know his ruse.
What's the truth?
That now you're screwed and stuck in your own dark dream and what does that mean?
Your body and mind is now in a coma forever to show ya that love can be deadly and evil, even in dreams that will decieve you for eternity, so never trust the human's heart for it can trap you in a nightmare that don't pity or despair.
©nancypoems
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