She doesn't have any more words for him. She hides behind her feeling for him. Wish she can tell him that he won't listen to her. The only thing he can tell her is to look away. She holds on the first day there meet. But her feelings change toss him. Because he just doesn't listen to her. Maybe she is just foolish herself. The Miracle she looks for is just not there. She wants more. But she is holding back what she really what to say. That she needs to move on in life. He trying to hold her back from her dreams. She waits for him to change. As for now, he stays the same. She doesn't know how much she can take. Hold on to her love from him. But he doesn't deserve her love. The love he gave her was not enough. She wants more from him. There are two different roads. She tries her best to help him. But he just tells her looks always. If she looks always she will never look at him again. Because she needs love in her life. If he doesn't want to step up. Then maybe she needs to look somewhere else. It was time for her to follow the rainbow. Not someone will keep her from opening up like a flower. She needs love and understanding. Don't know if their love is good enough to survive. Sadly, love is there. But don't know is enough to save us. We both have two different paths. Now it is time for me to be her person. She can't let him subtract her. She has to separate her feelings for him. Because she reaches for her dreams. He just wants her to be his own. She just wants to spread her wing and fly. He can follow or be lifted behind. She won't let anyone hold her down. She has to follow her heart. Because it was her time to fly. Hopefully, he will open the door. So she can fly and follow her dream. She wants to take him with her. But he stuck in his way. She has to put herself first. No one can fill her heart with natively. The journey around her is for her. She won't share it with him. To he put her first. Only things he can say look always. She won't look at her dreams. That is her dream to follow. She won't let him take her dreams always. No words can change her heart. No, I won't look always. Because my further is looking at me.
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