It was a rainy night in April, she wasn't feeling herself lately and her meds were all over the place.
She had broke up with her boyfriend of six months, she needed her space.
He didn't understand why she had left him and messaged her cousin feeling heartbroken.
It's not like him and her cousin had never spoken.
Weeks have passed and she was feeling out of sorts, her episodes have started up again.
She had found out that her ex and her cousin started dating, she felt her world coming to an end.
Out of respect you don't go down that road.
There were so many things that she found out, a lot of stories told.
A lot had happened between two cousins who used to be like best friends.
As long as her cousin was dating her ex, whatever they had left came to an end.
Not only did he date her cousin, he also slept around.
That is what she heard, that one big secret she had found.
Three years had passed by, and two cousins had just started talking again.
She still wishes for karma, to someday bring them to an end.
She is still disgusted at what he put her through.
But family has a stronger bond, something he never knew.
Maybe one day she will get her closure with him.
If only her cousin had known where he has been.
looking back, she deserves better in her life.
looking back, sorrowfully, she didn't deserve this strife.
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