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Lose..

You think every time my name comes up, I will listen to your words of grace.
I feel like I'm chasing some unforgotten face.
You will never be happy for me.
When all I do is love you, and all you do is disagree.
Space is what we are headed for.
I always loved you, my family adored you and I feel ignored.
Blowing out these candles again, one more year of waking up solo in this mournful bed.
When your name pops up on my cellphone it just feels we didn't get out the words we already said.
To lose you again will bring me right back to the beginning of us.
I can't love you because your someone I don't trust.
instead of blowing out my candles you only tear me apart.
Instead of loving me, you gave me a broken heart.
©terrylin53