So I have a mental illness
That no one else can actually see
But they can all shut the fuck up
When they blame this shit on me.
I don’t expect them to understand
In fact the opposite is true
When I say that I hate someone
It means that I really really do.
My out of control emotions
Have destroyed everything they can
So that I can’t do this anymore
Now that I’m just a lonely man.
I hope someday to get better
But I wouldn’t bet on it
Maybe they’re right that I’m a loser
And I like living in this shit.
©ronvdm777
January 2020
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