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losin you aint fun (for dad)

while you were in prison i missed you a ton,
you left me again losin you aint fun,
ive been through a lot, in my darkest times depression won, they told me to go to church
but daddy the bible cant do a job meant for a gun.
deadly thoughts crossed my mind, i hurt myself a thousand times, i cried myself to sleep to get things off my mind, i wanted to die and leave it all behind but the more i run the more pain i find. daddy im beggin you to change my mind
get off of drugs, get away from all the thugs,
change your life because i miss your hugs
i need my dad not prescribed drugs
©deadly