R

losing everything

Buy me a addiction, I've been deceived. The lies I told, even I believed. I tried to justify, my every action. Everything I did was for self-satisfaction. I do what I do, to get what I get. There's things I've done, I'll never forget. I was caught in the grips of addiction. Causing those around me pain and affliction. All who love me have given up hope. They watch me waste my life shooting dope. Inside and out I feel like I'm rotting. My hopes and dreams have all been forgotten. I've lost everything that ever mattered. My whole life has been completely shattered. I've been srripped down to skin and bone. I've been left here to die alone.
©ryan