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Losing Her

We sat across each other
how blinding her smile
transitioned dark into light
a friendship we have
a picture of her smile that night.
She reached out her hand
a calling to mine
if only I can dig up
my heart
in a place buried
in a dark place in my mind.
As I grabbed her hand
As I let go
I remembered a piece of me died
not too long ago.
All I thought of
was that second I had let go.
a flashback came back
in a dark room that night.
All I thought of was that Second I had let go.
She knows I'm broken
I have nothing to offer
I opened my hand
what should've been my heart
was just a grain of sand.
I knew she'd understand
I sat in a storm
inside My head
and cried it out.
I just remembered that moment
I had let go.
a heart I'm afraid to lose.
a hello
for a goodbye
a goodbye
for a hello.
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