I drink to be drunk so that maybe I wont feel but all it does is bring me so still my heart wants to stop for I can barely breathe at all praying to god you'll help me before I fall I know what I did has torn you apart but I wish for you to know you are my beating heart without you I'd have no purpose for leading this life for all I ever wanted was to make you my wife I lost you so quick that my very actions make me so sick idk how to me without you and i wish that very thing weren't true how can I live knowing your not here that I'll be stuck in a constant state of fear what I would do just feel you near to kiss your sweet lips and make the rest of the world disappear
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