loss

it's stupid to miss something
that was never even yours
like trying to swim the ocean
and missing the other shore
it's stupid to miss something
that wasn't even there
even though it was longed for
it just isn't fair
Its stupid to dream of a tomorrow
where you exist
when that tomorrow will never come
and all I feel is emptiness
it's stupid to keep hoping
when I know the facts
and that hope will only hold me back
it's so stupid to be here
yet again, I've been here before
but that doesn't mean
I won't miss you any more
please know that you were everything
you were loved, you were desired
and knowing that you're gone
has set my life on fire
I wish you were here
I wish you'd never went away
it's so stupid to feel like this
I'll carry you in my heart always
©tammylynn