Lost.

I don't know where I am, I'm not sure what I'm doing.
The roads I walk are winding, my mind's in utter ruin.
Each day's a different story, not one of them the same.
I can't control the outcome, you might say that I'm insane.
I like to think I'm normal, I know that's just not true.
I just can't express my feelings, when I try I just turn blue.
I barely feel human, I don't feel like I'm present.
It's a really awful feeling, it's really quite unpleasant.
Are my friends my friends, I really just don't know.
One moment they seem to care for me, but then they seem to go.
I feel so awfully lonley, in the big wide world alone.
I don't know where I am, I don't know where to call my home.
One day my mind will settle, I'll know exactly where I'm going.
For now I'll endured the struggle, getting older and mentally growing.
A.D
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