How did I loose my way,I was so in control that even in pain
I would still prostrate to God and make a prayer so hopefull that everything will be well .
And then I lost it all in just a blink of an eye. Everything I believed in lost its meaning.
Is it the purified heart I gave out in the name of love
that robbed me of my beliefs and everything my name stood for.
I'm so lost that I can't seem to make everything right again.
How did I loose my way, when did I give people too much power to mistreat me,hurt me and look down upon me.Is it the sincere smiles I gave the ones I Iove and trust.
How do I become the me I was before I met you.
I hate feeling miserable and unworthy in your eyes for
I'm just a woman who traded her faith for love.
I craved love so much that it destroyed me and my belief.
How did I loose my way,I want to find my path and seek a purpose for I'm done feeling like I want to end my life.
well I'll find my way but I'm locking you outside this time
I want you but I'm not so desperate
I choose my faith ❤️
©nawriyyah
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