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lost

Lost, forgotten, downtrodden.
My horizon I sought to broaden. 
But myself I seemed to have lost. 
Inner demon whispers fill every thought.
Subconscious swayed, and dismayed
I always give myself the lowest grade. 
Afraid of hidden potential.
I just think I'm mental.
Playing dumb to lower expectations.
Only leaves me with frustrations. 
Change is all I crave 
But all I can see is my grave.
©gingy