It doesn't matter what you do, or how very hard that you try,
Makes no difference if you put the smile on their face, or you're the cause for the tear in their eye.
Its obvious that I'll never be quite good enough or amount to well,.... Anything...
I've been nothing but disappointing failure and let down, causing heartache with an unbearable sting.
It's hard to even look in the mirror sometimes, much less try to like who I see,
Reminded always that I've achieved nothing at all, no career, no life, & no family.....
I'm always at fault, & will forever be blamed, even when I've done nothing wrong,
But never did I once in a lifetime of dreams think that home would feel like I just don't belong.
©emini
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