lost ~

it was all a mistake ... I guess that's what I'll say trying to make sense of that day what happened I'll never forget my heart won't quit am I wrong for it ... everything coming to a shift almost like hanging off a cliff how am I suppose to forget do I just lie and forget I really can't deal with this shit I just want to be real and say how I feel ... but still am I wrong to still deal with these feelings that I feel everything just seems so unreal... yeah I'm just going lay back and chill and really try to heal I feel really stupid for real I don't know what I was thinking like it was real.... something really caught my attention just everything about you made me think about what I was missing I know this is probably going to be a lesson and a lot of wishful thinking I don't know what it is about you but you are truly a blessing