Lost

There are sparks of a thousand stars
When everytime I look into your eyes.
They shine through an open space;
to keep the light onto your place.
I ought to dive the ocean of my mind
But even myself, I couldn't find.
I ought to soar and look beyond
But our memories are still left behind.
I hope I could bring back everything;
Including you, my everything.
But it's the past, impossibly bringing itslef back;
Unfortunately, you and I have no more comeback.
I'd wait till the sun rises to West and sets to East.
I'd wait till the stars lost their sparks and never twinkle.
I'd wait for this planet to turn around and bring back the past;
because you always make the past a sweeter place to visit.
I've never been forced to love you;
as it's my desire to have you.
I've never been tired of choosing you;
As it's my choice to keep you.
Leaving me is an ease of you,
Without knowing that I live because of you.
Living is never easy without you,
But still leaving me is what matters to you.
You leave again;
now, I'm broken again.
I've been left again;
now, I'm losing myself trying to chase you one last time again.
I'm los-trying to be found.
It hurts so bad;
For the memories we had.
My heart is not mad;
But you made it so sad.
©pein-