"Sometimes I have that pain that just brings me to my Knees,
And even having the feeling of hurt like the many stinging of Bees,
I wish that I could just gain superpowers and fly Away,
Explore something different than what I'm accustomed to and not always experience the same thing Everyday,
It can be scary at times because I tend to get lost in my own Thoughts,
Not having enough energy to keep going as my battery needs those extra Watts,
I don't even feel like I'm in the same vicinity of success and that I'm not Close,
Wanting to take the easy route of lighting it up and taking dose after Dose,
Locked up within myself like if I just a received life sentence without the possibility of Parole,
Always constantly stressing and worry about things that are far beyond my Control,
Hate how when I feel like everybody is moving and growing but me like if I was put on Pause,
Hopelessness is always present when I'm dealing with my depression and feeling like a lost Cause ..."
©jamaree
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