I sometimes feel dumb; dumb for no reason.
I couldn't move my lips; there was no sound, no words nor a simple voice that made a simple noise
I smiled pretended everything was alright
But it was an absurd pretence that hid my confidence.
As time went by I then realised that this is tearing me apart
Piece by piece; pieces that I cant put together
Here I was telling myself nothing could go wrong but it turned out to be wrong; nothing but pain.
A pain that I couldn't describe nor explain
Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks and months passed by.
I still kept the pain inside me dumb, silent
I have had enough; it is time I build
“MY CONFIDENCE”
©oriole_b
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