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lost in him

Dark eyes
Constant lies
Dark mind
He's the devil in disguise
He cut off my wings
So I couldn't fly
Like a rag doll he would shake me
One of his favorite hobbies
Is to break me
Breathing in the ocean
Puking up his love potions
He rips my heart out in the night
He raises his voice
Sending shivers down my spine
No one can take what
He desires to keep
Mind and heart stolen away
I can't find the key
It's hidden within him so deep
He loves me so much
But, won't set me free
He wants me to change
He won't let me be me
This toxic love
Has me feelings so confused
So used to being misused
It's nothing new
They tell me to leave
But I always stay
I can't breath
Drowning in liquor
To take away the pain
I can't think straight
Not even sober
Tell you I'm leaving
And that it's over
But, you pull me back in
Again and again
Sweet words
Sweet touches
i crave your lovin
You're all I think about
3am I'm still awake
Need to let you go
All you do is take
all you do is break
me into a million pieces
Tweaking the words later
Just off the top of my head.
©meteorite