This dude got me
His well kept beard
His charming eyes
His broad chest
Chocolate complexion
Everything about him
Called me to him
I got so obsessed
I wanted no one but me with him
It got bad that I was ready
To even kill just to be with him
This dude that I couldn't have
Drove me nuts
Crazy in love
Madly in love
So and so in love
He belonged to me
In my imagination
I couldn't believe I fell
So hard for a stranger
I couldn't get him off my mind
His touches drove me insane
His kisses did wonders to my body
I was lost in love
With a stranger
The way his hands roamed
All over me
My nipples couldn't help
But get aroused
Goosebumps all over
I yearned for his magic stick
To feel it in me even if it was just once
I yearned to finally be him
I wanted him so bad
That I'd do anything to have him
I couldn't help
Each time he smiled back
My pants would get wet
I'd get aroused
To a point of sitting down
I always fantasized about him
Cuddling
Pillow fights
Swimming together
Making love in the weirdest
And strangest places
I've never met him
Only saw his pictures and videos
In the internet
Then realized we lived
In the same estate
I just have dozens
Of his pics on my iPad
For my eyes to see
I can't stop thinking about him
I'm lost in lust for him
Lusting for his body
Each and everyday
I know this is just
An infatuation
Not love
And I can't help it
Maybe when I finally have him.
THEN EVERYTHING
WILL BE A REALITY
NOT A FANTASY.
©mara_pain
It's not always about pain
M