Ever wanted to be first in someone's life?
but what they did first was push you away?
and you gave it a second try,
but they did not hold in even a second?
they still pushed,?
you still held on to them in the name of understanding,
at first you believed in second chances,
but you never got to know you got obsessed,
You kept on holding so tight in the belief,
but you never got to realize you got an addiction,
the further they pushed, the more you held on,
and you let go your dignity,
not knowing it was eating you up,
lost yourself in trying to mend up,
you never knew desperation was eating you up,
©gerishon
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