He died unexpectedly and in such a gruesome way.
He was shot and thrown away.
He never got a chance to say goodbye to his loved ones.
What took away his life was a gun.
A gun with a monster controlling the way he was gonna die.
It wasn't his time, he still had so much to live for., he wants to ask him " why."
Why did he choose to end his life.
He was engaged, and soon to have a wife.
He was lost in transition and not ready to go to the light.
Everything around him didn't make sense and now he's in for a fight.
He stood outside the cabin looking in from the outside.
There has to be a reason that he had died.
He saw a drunken man sleeping on a chair.
And asked himself how can this be fair?
This monster has no life and never even cared.
But here I am outside and all I can do is stare.
I had people who loved me and I'm sure miss me like hell.
But here he is alone and wasted and has no happiness to tell.
I didn't deserve to be taken away like this.
I don't even know who he is.
He didn't even pay for his crimes.
Meanwhile I'm paying the time.
My life was cut short because of his drunkened mess.
I'm definitely a lost spirit, I confess.
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