when you fall in love, you do so at what cost, you don't even realize the risks of what can be lost, you didn't think that a heart break could hurt this much, your scared to ever move on again or feel anothers touch, how could you use my love against me to twist my emotions in my own mind, your love took its tole because I let you into see my soul and you broke that trust and you turned what I thought we had into lust, I shouldn't have let you get through my walls, all you did was reveal the truth behind your lying eyes and made me see that any true love always will end in heartache and tortured goodbyes.. why can't I just forget all of the memories as they are now my eternal regret, why can't I just go back in time and pretend we never even met, I just wish that I could go more than a day with my cheeks staying dry instead of wet.. how can you possibly love someone so much that even til death do us part still wouldn't be enough, well I guess life moves on and the feelings I held so deep will never be gone, where did I go so wrong, everything thing I write or hear is always a familiar song.. I would have never thought that the pain from loving someone could ever last this long, it hurts to breath, how could I have been so blind and not saw through you when I looked into your eyes the first time... if I would have paid more attention I would have seen the signs before you had me leaving what I thought was something real behind...
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